Chapter 3: River of Dreams
Days 1-2: Travel & The
Journey Begins
Let’s Give Them Something to
Talk About
The Chicago airport was alive in
that peculiar way only big terminals ever are—rolling suitcases whispering over
tile, voices calling out gate numbers, the low, constant hum of motion in every
direction. Mark and Kimmy stood shoulder to shoulder beneath the departures
board, watching rows of destinations flicker and settle.
“There,” Mark said, nodding toward
the screen. “Portland. Five gates down. We’re close, baby—you okay?”
Kimmy gave him a small smile and
nodded. The first leg from Charlotte had been longer and less comfortable than
she’d hoped, and her hand rested unconsciously at her belly as if to reassure
herself—and him—that all was still well.
They made their way to the gate
and set their carry-ons beside a pair of empty seats. Kimmy eased down
carefully and stretched her legs out, propping her feet on the suitcase with a
grateful sigh.
“How about I grab you a Diet
Coke,” Mark said. “You sit. I’ll be right back.”
She smiled up at him. “You’re my
hero.”
When he returned a few minutes
later, he spotted her immediately—not resting this time, but talking
animatedly, hands moving as she laughed with a couple seated beside her. That
familiar, easy smile was on her face, the one that always told him she’d found
someone new to befriend.
“Oh, hi, baby!” Kimmy said when
she saw him. “This is Kandi and Bill—they’re from Boston. They’re on our cruise
too!”
Handshakes were exchanged, and
within minutes the four of them were swapping travel stories—where they’d been,
where they’d hoped to go next, how they’d ended up choosing this particular
trip. It felt easy and light, the kind of small, pleasant connection that makes
a long travel day feel shorter.
The flight to Portland was
quieter. Kimmy dozed against Mark’s shoulder, her breathing slow and even,
while he held her hand and listened to music, watching clouds slide past the
window. Every so often he glanced down at her, at the soft curve of her cheek,
the way her hair fell across his arm, and felt that quiet, steady gratitude
settle in his chest.
By the time they landed, the
afternoon light was already beginning to soften.
Outside baggage claim, a woman
with an American Cruise Lines badge and a clipboard called out cheerfully,
“Welcome to Portland! I’ll be escorting you to the American Queen and getting
you settled on board. May I have your names?”
Mark gave them, and the woman’s
eyes flicked to Kimmy’s belly and then back up with a warm smile. “Your first?”
Kimmy beamed, her hand moving
instinctively to rest there. “Yes—it’s our first. It’s a boy.”
“Well, congratulations!” the woman
said brightly. “You’re going to love relaxing on board.”
Within forty minutes, they were
walking along the dock, the river stretching wide and calm beside them. Mark
slowed for a moment, looking up at the ship.
“Look at the size of that paddle
wheel, honey,” he said, a little awed.
Up close, the Queen of the West
felt both grand and welcoming, all polished wood and quiet efficiency. The crew
greeted them, and at reception they were guided up to the second deck and into
their river-view stateroom.
The door had barely closed behind
them before Kimmy spun once in place and flopped back onto the bed with a
laugh. “We made it!”
She lifted her arms. “Come here,
honey.”
Mark joined her, and she curled
into him, looking up into his eyes.
“Sorry I wasn’t much company on
the trip,” she said softly. “I was just so—”
He touched a finger to her lips.
“Not a word. You did great. Want to know the best part of the whole trip for
me?”
She smiled. “What?”
“When you were asleep on my
shoulder,” he said. “That part felt like I was taking care of you.”
Her smile softened, and she kissed
him quickly. “Come on. We’ve only got about an hour before dinner—and I told
Kandi we’d sit with them.”
They changed into comfortable
clothes and headed down to the first deck. Kandi and Bill waved them over,
already seated.
“Where are you guys?” Bill asked.
“Deck two,” Mark said. “Stateroom
225.”
Kandi laughed. “We’re right above
you—325. We’ll try to keep it down!”
Dinner was easy and full of
laughter, the kind of meal where stories overlap and time passes without anyone
noticing. Somewhere between the main course and dessert, the Queen of the West
eased away from the dock and began her slow glide along the Columbia, the water
darkening as evening settled in.
As Mark finished his ice cream
sundae, he glanced at his watch. “We’ve got about fifteen minutes before the
meeting in the lounge. Baby, do you want to stop by the room first, or are you
good?”
Kimmy thought for a second. “I’d
like to grab a sweater. And maybe after the meeting we could go up to the top
deck?”
Kandi and Bill exchanged tired
smiles. “We’re heading straight to bed after,” Kandi said. “But we’ll save you
seats in the lounge.”
Back in the room, Kimmy slipped on
her sweater and fixed her hair. “Ready,” she said, and they headed back down.
The lounge was crowded and buzzing
with quiet conversation. As they excused themselves past a row of people, Kimmy
caught a fragment of a voice—two elderly women leaning toward each other.
“Did you see the young pregnant
one?” one murmured. “She’s so much younger than the man she’s with. That has to
be hard.”
Kimmy’s heart skipped. She glanced
at Mark out of the corner of her eye and squeezed his hand.
Good, she thought. He
didn’t hear that.
The meeting lasted about half an
hour, outlining the week’s plans and excursions. Halfway through, Kimmy leaned
in and whispered, “It all sounds so wonderful, doesn’t it, honey?”
Mark gave her a small smile and
patted her hand, but she felt the difference in him—the quiet, the distance
that hadn’t been there before.
When it broke up, he turned to
her. “Top deck?” he asked softly.
She slipped her arm through his.
“Yes. We’ve had so many top-deck moments. It feels romantic up there.”
They climbed the stairs, Mark
steadying her on the last flight. At the top she paused, catching her breath
with a little laugh. “Whew… a little different when you’re carrying a little
one.”
Mark leaned on the rail, looking
out at the dark water sliding past beneath them.
Kimmy stepped closer and wrapped
her arms around him. “You’re quiet. Tired from the travel?”
He turned and smiled, but it
didn’t quite reach his eyes.
“You know I love you so much,” he
said after a moment. “You… being happy… that’s all I’ll ever want. And if
ever—”
She straightened immediately. He
did hear, she thought. She moved to his side and turned him toward her.
“Stop,” she said quietly, but
there was no uncertainty in her voice. Her eyes were steady, clear, unmovable.
“You need to know something. I chose you. You—and only you. My life is complete
with you. I will always love you. No matter what anyone says. You have to know
that. You do, don’t you?”
He felt the tension leave his
shoulders all at once, like he’d been holding a breath he didn’t realize was
there.
“I do,” he said softly. “I… I
needed to hear that tonight.”
She pulled him close and kissed
him, slow and sure. “You and me… and…” She glanced down at her belly and
smiled. “…we have the best life. We’re happy. Still.”
Above them, the moon slipped out
from behind a veil of clouds, and the river caught its light, the water
skipping softly beneath the steady turn of the paddle wheel as the ship carried
them forward.
Day 3: Astoria
Love in a Tower
Mark felt the soft clutch on his
shirt before he was fully aware of the pale morning light slipping through the
stateroom window. The river outside was a muted ribbon of silver, still and
calm, and the room held that quiet, floating hush that only comes when a ship
is already moving but the world hasn’t quite woken up yet.
“Morning, baby,” came the soft
greeting.
He smiled as he opened his eyes.
Kimmy was propped on one elbow, her bright eyes already awake and studying him
like she’d been waiting for this exact moment.
“How long have you been awake?” he
asked, his voice still rough with sleep. “And why are you awake already?”
She eased down and rested her head
on his chest. “It’s hard to get comfortable sometimes. I’ve been up for a
little bit.”
He slid his hand into her hair,
brushing it back gently. “Well, that’s not right. No woman should be awake
without coffee. I’ll go get it.”
She pulled him closer before he
could move. “Do you have any… any idea how happy I am?”
He sighed theatrically. “You can
tell me, but I’m guessing you’re just a little content?” He chuckled.
“Stop. I’m being romantic,” she
said, half climbing on top of him and kissing him until he laughed. “Now… you
can go get my coffee, mister.”
In the small lounge just a few
steps down the hall, Mark filled two cups and glanced out the wide windows at
Astoria’s skyline rising in the distance—hills, trees, and a quiet, working
harbor waking up to the day. When he returned, Kimmy was sitting up in bed,
gazing out their window as if she could already see the day unfolding.
“So we made it,” she said softly.
“Today’s the day we visit the tower, right?”
He handed her the coffee, sat
beside her, and began rubbing slow circles on her back. “It is. But I was
thinking… we might just take pictures from below. You don’t need to climb all
those stairs.”
She tilted her head and gave him
that look. “Don’t baby me. I’m a big girl—and I’m doing it.”
He smiled, but the concern stayed
in his eyes. “You’ll tell me if you change your mind, okay? We can enjoy the
day without doing everything on the schedule.”
She slipped her arm through his.
“Yes, baby. I promise.” And he felt the tension ease out of his shoulders. “Now
let’s get breakfast.”
Later that morning, the bus pulled
up near the Astoria Column, and the guide explained how the carvings were
made—how the white outer layer had been cut away to reveal the darker stone
beneath.
“Wow,” Kimmy whispered as they
stepped off the bus.
The group gathered while the guide
finished her instructions. “I’ll meet you back here in forty-five minutes. If
you want to climb the 164 spiral steps, head up that sidewalk.” She gestured
behind her. “And for those brave enough to go all the way up…” She reached into
a big paper bag and pulled out a small balsa-wood airplane. “You get to see how
far your plane will fly from the top.”
Kimmy’s face lit up. “Oh, we have
to now!” She was already moving past Mark to get one.
He laughed and thought, You
just can’t take the girl out of that woman.
They took their planes and started
up the path. Kimmy reached back for his hand. “Come on, slowpoke!”
Halfway up, Mark asked her to stop
for a minute. His heart was racing, and his back was making its opinion very
clear. They climbed a few more turns, nearly two-thirds of the way, when he
noticed Kimmy’s breathing had grown shallow and uneven.
“Baby… hold on.” He squeezed her
hand. “Slow down. Don’t push it.”
She leaned into him, nodding.
“O…kay… whew… it’s… quite… a climb, right?”
He guided her back against the
wall so others could pass. “Catch your breath. We’ve got plenty of time.”
A few minutes later, she smiled
again. “Okay. I’m good. To the top!”
They reached the observation deck,
and Mark immediately felt the height in his knees. He put a hand on the wall,
steadying himself, while Kimmy went to the railing.
“Oh wow… look at that view,
honey.”
She turned and saw him hugging the
wall.
“You okay?”
“It’s… um… pretty high. But I’m
okay. I do want a picture.”
He asked another guest to take it.
They stood by the railing, the river stretching endlessly behind them.
Afterward, he stepped back, looked at the photo—and out of the corner of his
eye, he spotted the two women from the night before.
He lifted his voice just a notch
as he showed Kimmy the screen. “Look how very happy we are together.”
She gave him a curious look—then
she saw them too. Her smile widened.
“We look great together,” she said
warmly. “I couldn’t be happier, honey.” And she kissed him.
A few nearby heads turned, and
more than one person smiled. He even heard someone say, “Isn’t that sweet?”
The walk down was much easier.
Soon they were back on board for lunch, and Kandi and Bill joined them at the
table.
“Wasn’t that fun?” Kandi asked.
Kimmy launched into a full recap,
hands flying. Mark grinned at Bill and shook his head.
Bill leaned over. “I get it.
Women, right?”
The girls never noticed.
Later, in the lounge, Mark took
Kimmy’s hand. “Okay… promise me you’ll be honest.”
She smiled. “Yes. These are
the best oatmeal raisin cookies I’ve ever had.”
He laughed. “Yes, they are. But
that’s not what I meant.”
She studied him, eyes shining.
“What is it?”
“We’re scheduled to go to Cape
Disappointment this afternoon. But we don’t have to if you’re tired. Really.
It’s okay.”
She leaned in and rested her
forehead against his. “I’m good. And I promise I’ll tell you when I’m not. I
want this to be like all our other trips. But…” She looked down and placed both
hands on her belly. “…I know I have precious cargo. I’ll do what’s right, not
just what I want.”
He kissed her forehead. “For me,
just being on the ship with you—that’s already everything. The rest is just a
bonus.”
An hour later, they were crossing
the big bridge toward Cape Disappointment. After a short walk, they stood at
the railing where the Columbia met the Pacific. The guide explained the
dangerous currents and the need for local pilots.
“You’d never know,” Kimmy said
softly, looking out at the calm surface, “what’s going on underneath.”
Mark slipped an arm around her.
“Not to get philosophical… but it’s kind of like life. With the right captain,
you get through just fine.”
She squeezed his arm. “Kandi! Can
you take our picture?”
She wrapped her arms around him,
and he pulled her close. Their heads leaned together naturally.
Nearby, a woman elbowed her
husband. “Why can’t you be more romantic like that?”
Mark heard it—and smiled.
Kimmy looked at the photo on her
phone. “Look at us.”
As the bus carried them back
across the river and the sun sank toward the Pacific, the day closed the way it
had begun—quiet, warm, and full of that easy, unspoken sense that they were
exactly where they were supposed to be.
Day 4: Cruising The Columbia River Gorge
Cruising Down the River
Mark could tell the day before had
finally caught up with his girl by the way she moved a little slower getting
ready for breakfast. They chose a small table by the window and ordered a
single omelet to split, steam curling up from the plate as the ship slid
steadily forward. Kimmy watched the river drift past, then reached for his
hand.
“Today’s the scenic sailing,
right?”
Mark smiled. “Yes. It should be a
lot like Castle Day on the Rhine—long stretches of nothing but views. Lots of
great photos.” He hesitated, then added, “I have an idea…”
She lifted her cup, took a sip,
and set it down with a playful look. “Subject to my approval, of course, right,
baby?”
“Of course,” he laughed.
“Everything gets your final stamp.” Then he leaned back, and the playfulness
softened into something more careful. “Yesterday was a long day… and those
stairs weren’t kind to my back.”
Her smile shifted into a small,
sympathetic curve. “Sorry, honey.”
“So here’s my plan,” he said. “The
daily says the best scenery starts a little after ten and runs through lunch. I
think we claim a spot up top, get some fresh air, and just enjoy it. So far, so
good?”
She nodded. “That part gets my
stamp. What else?”
He kept his smile, but his eyes
stayed thoughtful. “I think it would be good for me—and for you two,” he said,
nodding at her belly, “if we skip the Mount St. Helens trip.”
She made a tiny frown. “I’m okay…”
“Wait—hear me out,” he said
gently. “It’s at least two and a half hours on the bus both ways. You don’t
need that just to see the side of a mountain that’s already gone. It would be
cool, sure. But instead… we could take the whole afternoon for us. I could
massage your back. We could catch up on some TV. Take a nap. And… you know…
whatever.” He smiled.
She gave him a crooked grin. “When
you put it that way… maybe—just maybe—that is a good plan.” She leaned
over and kissed his cheek. “Truth be told, I am tired. I could do it…
just saying.”
He squeezed her hand as their
breakfast arrived.
By midmorning, the Queen of the
West rounded a bend, sunlight pouring down in a warm, generous wash. Mark stood
with his camera ready while Kimmy settled into a chaise lounge, her legs
propped on a pillow beneath her ankles.
“Comfortable, baby?” he asked.
She nodded, closing her eyes for a
second before opening them again to the view.
The narrow highway clung to the
mountainside as the landscape grew from gentle hills into something much
grander. The deep hunter green of the trees brushed the sandy slopes like
careful strokes of paint. Kimmy pointed. “Oh—look at that!” The road seemed to
float on pillars over the river, and around the next bend a mountain rose into
the clouds, a waterfall flashing silver in the sun.
Mark zoomed in and took several
shots, then turned the camera around. “Honey, check this out.”
“Oh my,” she said. “You caught the
sunlight right on the water—that’s beautiful.”
He sat on the edge of the lounge
in front of her as she rubbed his shoulders. Ahead, a long arc of steel
appeared.
“There it is—the Bridge of the
Gods,” he said, lifting the camera again. The river curved beneath it, wide and
patient.
Kimmy watched him for a moment,
smiling to herself. I love watching him take it all in, she thought. She
leaned forward and nuzzled his neck.
“This is great,” she whispered,
kissing his ear.
He glanced back at her, smiling.
“The scenery is spectacular, right?”
She squeezed his shoulders and
said even more softly, “I wasn’t talking about the scenery.”
The warmth of the sun had nothing
on what moved through him then. He turned to face her and rested his forehead
against hers. “You know what’s really cool?”
She smiled—she knew that tone.
“No, baby. What is so cool?”
“That still… just being here with
you… I’m as amazed you’re with me as I was on that first river cruise. And I
still get that little tingly feeling when you say things like that.”
She took a slow breath. “We’re so
lucky—what we’ve built, and where we’re going. I love all of it.”
The ship slid under the bridge,
and the mountains gradually softened back into gentler land as the dock came
into view.
Later, Kimmy was curled into him
while he transferred photos from his phone to his laptop. She dozed in his
oversized denim shirt, her breathing slow and even. He brushed a bit of hair
from her eyes and thought, I liked that Disney shirt on me… but it looks so
much better on her. He picked up his book, then set it down again—watching
her was better. He rubbed her back in small, steady circles.
He had his eyes closed when he
felt her stir. “Mmm… that feels so good on my back, baby,” she murmured.
He smiled as she worked her way up
to sitting. “Were you sleeping?” she asked.
“No,” he said softly. “Just
watching you. It’s one of my favorite things.”
She smiled and began unbuttoning
the shirt. “Anything else you like better than that?” she asked quietly.
The ship rocked gently against the
dock, the afternoon holding them in a calm, private hush.
That evening at dinner, Kimmy was
radiant in an emerald maternity top that left her shoulders bare, the low
neckline framing her ruby pendant with the small gold heart nestled inside. She
seemed to glow.
Kandi said, “We didn’t see you on
our bus this afternoon. Were you on the second one?”
Kimmy’s face lit up. “We had the best
day. We didn’t do anything at all. We spent the whole afternoon being lazy. It
was perfect, wasn’t it, baby?”
Mark slipped an arm around her
shoulders. “Today was the best. Just… the best.”
Bill glanced at Kandi, and they
shared a small, knowing smile as Kimmy kissed Mark’s cheek.
The steaks arrived sizzling, and
beyond the windows the sun eased down toward the horizon, closing a day that
had given them exactly what they needed—space to breathe, time to rest, and the
quiet certainty of being perfectly together.
Day 5: Multnomah Falls
Every Teardrop Is a Waterfall
It had been the best
day—but the night that followed was… well, not so much.
Kimmy tossed and turned, chasing
comfort that never quite stayed where she needed it. Each time she shifted,
Mark’s hand would find her hair or her back, smoothing, circling, trying to
help her settle. The room was quiet except for the low hum of the ship and the
soft rustle of sheets. Sometime around three in the morning, exhaustion finally
won and they both drifted off, only to wake again a little after seven, still
feeling the night in their bones.
Mark was the first to stir. Kimmy
was half-awake, her eyes barely open when he slipped an arm around her.
“Sorry, honey,” he whispered.
She tugged gently at his shirt and
gave him a tired smile. “All worth it in the end. Get some coffee together?”
They dressed and walked the short
distance down to the lounge. Kimmy settled onto the sofa by the window,
watching the river slide past in long, quiet strokes of gray and green. Mark
brought the coffee and sat close, his gaze drifting to the slow, steady turn of
the paddle wheel.
He was lost in his thoughts when
he heard it—the soft, unmistakable sound.
“Hey, baby… hey… what’s wrong?”
Kimmy’s eyes were red. She leaned
into him and gave a sad little smile. “Damn hormones.”
He smiled gently and pulled her
closer. “Want me to tell you a story? Might make you feel better.”
She managed a small, broken laugh.
“Yes… please…”
He tipped her chin up so she had
to look at him.
“Once upon a time, there was a
boy,” he began. “A very lonely boy. He wandered very far…”
Her eyes softened, the tension in
her face easing just a little.
“And then one day—one magic day—he
met a girl. A most beautiful girl…”
She squeezed his arm.
“And she said to him the greatest
thing he’d ever know… that the greatest thing you’ll ever learn is just to
love… and be loved, in return.”
Her eyes misted. “That’s from Moulin
Rouge…”
“The words, mostly,” he said
quietly. “But the night you asked me for one more drink… I knew I’d met that
girl. I suddenly saw you for how beautiful you were—outside and inside. And
every day since, you’ve only become more beautiful, in every way.”
Tears slipped free as she stared
at him.
“Trust me, honey,” he said softly.
“You are everything. And whether it’s hormones or just the day… you are
everything to me. My world is so complete. And now…” He rested his hand gently
on her belly. “Now we’re going to be a family.”
She kissed him and held him tight.
“I needed that. That was the best story… ever.”
He smiled against her hair. “Best
part? It’s true. It’s our story.”
They finished their coffee and
went to breakfast.
A little after eleven, the ship
docked and the passengers boarded the bus. The guide began explaining the
history of Multnomah Falls as the landscape rolled by, and within twenty
minutes they were walking the short path toward it. As they passed under the
highway and the view opened up, the falls rose into the air like something out
of a dream.
Kimmy gasped. “Oh wow… look at
that, baby.”
Mark smiled. “Think you’re up for
walking to the first bridge? But we are not hiking all the way to the
top.”
She laughed. “I fully approve that
plan.”
The higher they walked, the louder
the water grew, and a fine mist drifted over them like a cool veil. At the
bridge, they stopped halfway across. Mark asked another guest to take their
picture, and they both smiled easily into the camera.
When he showed her the photo, his
expression shifted, thoughtful.
“What?” she asked. “Do I look
weird?”
He took both her hands. “Look up
there.”
She followed his gaze. “Okay…
what?”
“Somewhere up there,” he said
softly, “there are two small streams, flowing on their own. And at some point,
they come together. Parts of each join, and they become something new—one
river. Part one, part the other… but mostly its own new life.”
She looked at him and truly saw
what he meant.
“That river builds momentum,” he
went on, “and then it cascades down in this incredible, glorious rush… from
way, way up there.”
She glanced back at the water,
then returned her gaze when he squeezed her hands again.
“And when it reaches the bottom…
see those ripples spreading out? New life. New motion. It never really ends. It
just keeps going.”
He looked at her and thought, It’s
you. It’s always been you.
She didn’t move. Didn’t look away.
And she thought, I was looking for you… and now I’ve found you. I’ll never
lose you.
They stood there for a long time,
the roar of the water behind them, other guests slowing as they passed, smiling
at the sight of two people folded into one while the falls thundered endlessly
down.
Day 6: Pendleton
Promise Me
The sun had only just crested the
horizon when the last breakfast plates were cleared and the soft chime of the
ship’s announcement drifted through the corridors: the bus for Pendleton would
be arriving within the half hour. Light filtered into their stateroom in a pale
gold wash, turning the river outside into a ribbon of glass.
Kimmy stood by the closet, holding
up two tops. “Short sleeves or long, do you think, honey?”
Mark paused, taking in the way the
morning light caught in her hair. “Well, you’re always chilly on the bus,” he
said, nodding toward the hallway, “and we’re going to be underground in
Pendleton. I’d go with long.”
Kimmy’s smile came easily. “So
we’re on the same page. That’s what I thought!”
Mark returned the smile and
finished buttoning his denim shirt—and then felt it. The familiar tightening in
his chest. He leaned a hand against the window ledge, drew in a slow breath. Not
as bad… just breathe… focus.
Behind him, Kimmy buttoned her
blouse and turned toward the bathroom. “Gotta fix my hair and I’m ready!” she
said brightly.
“Okay, baby.” His voice didn’t
quite land the way he meant it to.
She paused. Something in the room
shifted. Kimmy looked back over her shoulder and saw him glance down at his
Fitbit.
“Oh no, baby…” She crossed the
room in three quick steps, her heart already racing, her eyes misting. “Mark…
are you okay? Oh honey, tell me it’s okay.” Her arms went around his neck,
holding him close.
“I’m… o-k… not as bad…” he said
between careful breaths, managing a small smile.
He straightened slowly and took
her hands. “Whew. Sorry you had to see that. I was trying to get through it
before you noticed.”
Kimmy’s fingers tightened around
his, and her eyes went steady in that way he knew meant she was serious. “Don’t
do that.”
He blinked. “Do what?”
“I don’t want you hiding it from
me. No secrets, baby. Please.”
He swallowed. “You get so scared,
and it breaks my heart when I see you like that. I know you know it feels more
serious than it is—and it is going to happen from time to time—but I hate
upsetting you.”
She leaned her forehead into his.
“Listen… it is hard for me. And I do get scared. I can’t get it
out of my head—what if it is more serious this time?” Her voice cracked.
“But you have to promise me you’ll tell me. I don’t want you going through this
alone. Please.”
The pleading in her eyes did more
to him than any tightness in his chest ever could.
“Okay, baby,” he said quietly. “I
promise. I’ll always let you know.”
She straightened, then lifted a
finger at him. “And… you will tell me if you have an episode when I’m
not around. No cover-ups. Right? You got that?”
He nodded, a crooked smile
forming. “You’re doing that thing…”
Kimmy’s expression softened just a
bit. “What thing, baby?”
“When you ask for something and I
can never say no when you give me that look. Though honestly… you always have
that look. You’re just… adorable.” He kissed her cheek.
She smiled, then narrowed her eyes
playfully. “Now you’re just sucking up. You don’t get out of the doghouse that
easily, mister.”
He lifted his hands in surrender.
She took one of them. “Come on, you. Time to go underground and do some
exploring.”
The bus ride to Pendleton was
smooth and only about forty-five minutes, but Kimmy shifted often, trying to
get comfortable. Mark rubbed her back when she leaned forward, held her hand
when she reached for it. When the bus finally stopped, she stood immediately.
“Oh, I just have to stand up,” she
said, taking a deep breath.
Mark chuckled softly.
“And just what is so
amusing to my husband about my obvious discomfort?” she asked, pouting.
He leaned in and whispered, “Just
thinking… if I had to carry our baby, we’d never, ever start a family.”
Her eyes lit up, and she
straightened proudly. “Well… that is my job, and I’m happy to do it for
us.” She kissed his cheek and took his hand as they filed off the bus.
They descended a short set of
stairs into the underground city—cooler air, dimmer light, brick walls and
narrow passages that felt like stepping into another time. The guide’s voice
echoed softly as she explained how people once lived and worked beneath the
streets. Kimmy leaned into Mark. “This is so interesting… can you imagine
living underground like this?”
He shook his head in wonder. “Not
at all.”
Lunch was at Hamby’s Steak House,
just a couple of blocks away. They found Kandi and Bill, and the four of them
enjoyed a light meal, trading impressions of the tour. Mark excused himself for
the restroom and came back with an expression that immediately caught Kimmy’s
eye.
“What’s up, baby? You okay?”
“Did you girls visit your bathroom
yet?” he asked.
They both shook their heads. Mark
turned to Bill. “Even if you don’t have to go, you need to visit ours.”
Bill blinked. “Why?”
Mark just smiled. “Trust me.”
When Bill and Kandi got up, Kimmy
leaned in. “Okay, what’s the deal?”
Mark lowered his voice. “There are
pictures of naked women all over the walls.”
Kimmy’s hand flew to her mouth.
“No!” Then she laughed. “Well, I guess I need to check ours out!”
Turned out only the men got the
“entertaining” decor, and the women were not amused.
On the way back, the bus stopped
briefly at Celilo Falls. The guide held up old black-and-white photos,
explaining how it had once been a major gathering place for Native Americans,
full of fishing and festivals—until the dam submerged it in the late 1950s.
“That’s sad,” Mark said quietly,
his arm around Kimmy. “And not right.”
She nodded, resting her head
against his shoulder.
After dinner, the Queen of the
West sailed east toward her final stop. Mark and Kimmy made their way to the
top deck for one last sunset. Kimmy leaned back into him as the sky began to
glow with oranges and soft purples.
He heard her sigh. “You okay,
honey?”
She nodded and turned her face
toward him. “This will be our last big trip together for a while…”
He kissed the top of her head. “I
relive them every day on our big screen through your photo albums. We’ve had
some amazing trips.”
She smiled and sighed again. “The
most amazing experience I’ve had… can you guess?”
He thought, then grinned. “Apple
strudel in Vienna?”
She snorted. “Stop. I’m being
romantic!”
“Okay, okay. Tell me, baby.”
She turned, wrapped her arms
around his neck, rose onto her toes, and whispered, “The many top decks we’ve
stood together on. Like this. That first time… I could hardly believe a life
like ours would come true.”
He kissed her forehead. “But here
we are… still.”
“I’m so lucky,” she whispered, as
he pulled her into a close hug.
The sun finally slipped below the
horizon, leaving only the long, steady flow of the Columbia River stretching
ahead—quiet, constant, moving forward into something new.
Days 7 & 8: Spokane & Home
The Waterfront
The alarm had barely reached its
first chime when Mark’s hand was already there to silence it. He’d been awake
for a good half hour, just watching Kimmy sleep, the soft rise and fall of her
breathing, the way a strand of hair had fallen across her cheek. Morning light
was beginning to slip through the narrow gap in the curtains, turning the room
a pale gold.
Her eyes opened slowly, and she
smiled. “Do we have to?” she murmured.
Mark smiled back. “I figured you’d
want a little extra time, so I set it for fifteen minutes earlier than we
really need. Close your eyes, honey.”
She did—and then he heard the
sound. Soft. Catching. He looked down and saw her eyes were wet.
“What, baby? Does your back hurt?
What can I do?” he asked, instantly alert.
Before he could finish the
thought, she clutched his shirt and pulled him tightly to her.
“I know my hormones are on
steroids,” she said through a small, shaky laugh, “but I also know this is what
I feel deep inside me…”
He looked into her bright eyes,
still shining despite the tears. “What are you feeling, honey?” he whispered.
“I never… ever… want to lose you
or be without you. I need you to always be here with me.” Her voice wavered. “I
just love our life so much… and sometimes I think about all the years we
missed, when… when we didn’t realize what we could have had.”
Mark’s heart swelled until it felt
like it might break open. He stroked her hair gently.
“Here now… and forever,” he said
softly. “I’ve got you… and we’ve got him.” He tapped her belly lightly.
She snuggled closer. “I know. I
just… sometimes I need to hear it more than other times.”
As he kept smoothing her auburn
hair, the sunlight crept farther into the room and caught the highlights,
turning them almost copper. His chest tightened—not with worry this time, but
with something like awe.
“Can I tell you a secret?” he
asked.
She looked up, already smiling at
that tone. “I want to know all your secrets.”
“You… truly… you are so beautiful.
And you’re most beautiful to me in the ordinary moments. Yes, you’re stunning
when you get dressed up and put everything together. But tousled hair, just
waking up, or doing the laundry… I catch my breath when I see you. And I do see
you. I’m the lucky one. So lucky.”
Her answer was a tight hug and a
long, deep sigh. Their hearts beat together in the quiet.
“Okay,” Mark finally said softly,
“time to get my girl some coffee.”
“Seriously?” she pouted playfully.
“You know you’d be mad if I didn’t
get you your go-juice to start the day,” he said, kissing the top of her head
before slipping out of bed.
The bus ride from the dock—where
the Queen of the West had finished her journey—to Spokane was slated to
take about ninety minutes. Mark gazed out at the passing countryside, replaying
the trip in his mind and thinking about what waited just ahead. Kimmy’s head
rested on his shoulder, her arm threaded through his, dozing in and out of
sleep.
The quiet was broken when her
phone chimed. She lifted her head and glanced at the screen. A picture of Allan
and Sally on their back porch lit up.
“It’s Sal,” Kimmy said. “She’s
FaceTiming us.”
Mark leaned in as she answered,
keeping the volume low.
“Hey guys,” Kimmy said warmly.
“What’s up?”
They were beaming, sitting close
together. “How’s the trip been? How are you feeling, honey?” Sally asked.
“I’m doing okay… it’s been great,
right baby?” Kimmy said, and Mark nodded in.
“Just amazing,” he added. “Loved
it.”
Mark noticed Allan’s leg bouncing
with nervous energy. “So, brother, this is an early call. Everything okay?”
Allan looked at Sally, and then
they both blurted, “We’re expecting!”
Kimmy squealed, and the couple
across the aisle turned to look. “Sorry,” she whispered, then laughed.
“That’s amazing!” Mark said, his
grin stretching wide. “Big-time congratulations.”
Kimmy blew kisses at the screen.
“That’s so exciting. We’re so happy for you.”
Sally leaned closer to the camera.
“Our kids will grow up together. Isn’t that so cool?”
Mark and Kimmy’s foreheads touched
as they smiled, both feeling that warm, quiet gratitude for the circle of
friends around them—and for the way their own little family was already
becoming part of something bigger.
After checking into their hotel,
Kimmy lay on the bed with her ankles propped on pillows while Mark opened his
laptop.
“Hey, honey,” he said, “I’m
looking at restaurants. How about this: we grab a light lunch downstairs, and
then I make reservations for this place—Anthony’s—right on the water.” He
brought the laptop over to her.
The screen showed a balcony
overlooking the river, where water came from two directions and crashed
together in white rapids beneath a bridge.
“Oh, that’s wonderful,” she said.
“Your plan gets a full stamp of approval.”
That evening, as the sun began to
sink, their Uber dropped them at Anthony’s. The hostess led them outside and
seated them along the back rail. The sound of rushing water filled the air, and
the orange remains of sunset glittered across the surface.
The menus were set down, but Mark
took his and slid closer to Kimmy. He took her hand, and she leaned back into
him. They sat like that for several quiet minutes, just watching the water.
She turned her head slightly,
smiling, and Mark thought, That. That is the look I live for.
She touched his cheek, drew him
in, and kissed him softly. “This is the perfect end to our trip.”
He smiled, then gave her a
sheepish look.
“What did you do?” she asked,
laughing. “I know that look.”
“Okay, guilty,” he said. “When you
were napping yesterday—and after you’ve been so uncomfortable so often—well…”
“I have not been that
uncomfortable,” she protested half-heartedly.
“Baby, please,” he said, and she
laughed. “Okay, maybe a little. What did you do?”
He pulled out his phone and showed
her their flight reservations. “I upgraded our seats to first class. I can’t
have my pretty momma squirming for five hours and then riding in a car for
another thirty minutes.”
Her face lit up. “You did that
thing you do again…”
He smiled. “And what thing am I
accused of, missy?”
She leaned in, forehead to his.
“You love me in ways I can never explain. That you’d think of that—for me, for
us…” Her eyes misted. “Oh, honey…”
“Always, baby. Always.”
The Spokane airport buzzed with
early-morning energy as they waited at their gate.
“Now boarding Delta Flight 2437
from Spokane to Minneapolis. We welcome all first-class passengers at Gate 62.”
Mark took Kimmy’s hand and helped
her up. They found their seats in the third row, a two-seat row just for them.
“Wow,” Kimmy said, settling in.
“This is like sitting in your recliner at home. Thank you so much. Oh—and look,
footrests!”
Mark just smiled.
Soon the plane lifted into the
sky, the river and the mountains falling away beneath them. The adventure was
ending—but ahead, just beyond the clouds, waited the next chapter of their
lives.
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